Tuesday, March 2, 2010

meeting my limits...

i have never been discontented with God for giving me the supernatural ability to eat substantially without ever putting on fats or weight. However, recent activities tempted me to grumble against God...

it feels really disappointing after being so excited about surfing and scuba diving, only to find myself unable to enjoy these activities because i lose heat too fast and start shivering too early. i always thought i have gone thru enough to be able to endure tough situations but i guess i found my weakness with sea activities. the cold causes me headaches during surfing as i get tossed around by the waves. the cold causes me to breath uncontrollably faster and unable to relax underwater. it came to me as a real shock that i, of all people, would be unable to do an outdoor sport due to fear. i actually panicked underwater much to my surprise and disappointment.

thus scuba now became a great test for me. i have completed only 1 out of 4 dives and will have to do 3 dives this saturday to get my license...

a great reminder of my weakness.. a great time to relearn what it means to yield my fears to God..

the rainbow is always a sign of God's faithfulness.. even though scuba wasn't a fun activity for me, praise God!

by far the most beautiful rainbow i have seen...

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